Aug 31st, 10
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As the title said. Do you ever understand why?
As in previous post. A little story of incident at Seattle hemp fest. There was a person that still assume. What she assumed was me still using a drug called Meth. Seriously, I feel very digusted and have a huge no respect for that bitch. If you all know who this bitch is. Feel free to do whatever you wants to harassing her.
There was a friend I just met just less a year ago. We both developed the friendship. A bond into it is also growing. The issues about me and Meth was carry to her. What I’m glad is that she stood up for me. I’m definitely very thankful to have her in my life. I won’t think I’ll ever see someone like her in my life. She’s definitely worth a human being to keep. Unlike some others.
If you are reading this and know it’s you I’m thankful for.
Don’t ever lose this bond we have. I’ll always remember who you are.
Aug 25th, 10
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For past few month. I’ve realized the only 2 things I desire in my life right now. You ask what they are, well, first one. I want to drive again. I’m tired of depend on someone for the ride and I already have my own car, like, what the fuck. The second one is, a woman in my life. I feel like I’m ready to have a real life with someone I want to spend my whole life with. Although there’s few in my mind, yet I won’t know if I’ll get to be with this person.
Now, this is way off from above but still related in a way.
I was up in Seattle for the hemp fest. I approached few people up there. For those uneasy feeling. I think I should realize of those so-called fake friends. Yet, I think something is going to happens.
At place I call a home. This place will be more strictly of who can come into the house. If you are friends with those I prohibited to be in the house.
People, what the hell wrong with them. I am trying to live my own life. .
Aug 20th, 10
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Just about 6 and half hours left before I’ll be on the road to Seattle. This weekend is going to be blast for me. I hope there won’t be someone over there to ruin my weekend, in no hell way I’m going to let someone ruin it.
Friends, hemp festival, and maybe Seahawks game.
Can’t wait to see my friend up there and the fun.
Aug 13th, 10
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On upcoming weekend, I will going through my blog to edit everything into properly paragraph. Hopefully I’ll have time to finish everything on it.
To the Reader,
I am very appreciate for your time you waste to read the blog I posted. Much thanks.
Aug 10th, 10
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My brain feels like apocalypse is hit in. My body feel like a wet sand gets dry and fall apart. I tried so hard to have fun after everything the hell has come through in the path I walked on. For the feet I walked on, it do seem like I feel like there are very few I can at least expecting to have them stand by my side. I’m very thankful for meet them and have them in my life.
For you who know who you are.
Do not ever try to lose this between us even if there shit going on or whatever. I will always be here for you.
Aug 4th, 10
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for past weeks, I’ve starting to get close to a friend. All of sudden I see couple people tripping out bad with whatever thoughts run in the head.
For everything it has gone through. Only thing I did was to be there for someone, so I know I will have someone to be here for me when I need it.
Do you know your boundary when it come to some situation?
I do, and so does my friend.
Aug 2nd, 10
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So, since Monday on 26th. The week has been adding up more and more problem. seriously, I have had enough. A person threatened way too much, even across the line, a person shouldn’t. Next that came was a friend who felt like things got out of line so I called in sick from work too come and make my friend happy and being there for my friend.
The following next day, the threatening still hasn’t stop. When will someone learn that relationship never work out very well.
To everyone of you who received this from your partner.
cheated, controlled, lied, stole, and last, no respect!
Leave this person. You dont deserved this person.
Jul 14th, 10
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It has been few days since I revived my car once again. It sure feel good to drive my car. I missed how good the suspension and throttle response.
Just couple more things left to go then I’ll start to remove the heavy weight on my shoulder. Feel lightly sure do feel good.
As of today, it is get closer to my birthday. Funny, I haven’t made plan for the location and who to invites..
For anyone of you. Do not expect you will get invite. If I see you invited yourself to my party. I will have you remove off the property. My party are for VIP member only.
Jul 8th, 10
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So, my car has been parked for almost 3 month due to some problem with clutch. The set of parts cost me 250, I’m going crazy. However; I need to get it become daily drive very soon.
Here the checklist I need to do for my car.
* clutch set kit
* repaint, include everything works
* outside rearview mirror
* replace body kit
* reseal the car up due to mold in trunk and air leaking inside car
* replace the header part
That’s all I can think of right now. I’m sure I forgot something.
Jul 1st, 10
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How do you feel when I said I would pay you back next month and it kept repeats. Someone is definitely beat around the bush on some bullshit.
I think as soon as I get completely paid. I’ll disappeared out of one of your life.
It’s ironic, I felt like I’ve sucked and sulked into something when I could’ve said no in first place.
In other word, I don’t know if I can just disappeared out of one of your life.
I’m seriously done beat around the bush already. Learn to have more responsibility.